Messed Up

I am delusional

It's institutional

I've lost my mind and I'll never really ever get it back

I gotta find a way to focus

Shake away the psychosis, yeah

But you might as well just tie my hands behind my back

I don't need the medication

I just need a vacation, yeah

From my brain, from my thoughts, from myself

I can't help it, I'm messed up

Carefully, aware-fully, I'm losing it, yeah

Yeah, I'm out of my mind

I can't help it, I'm messed up

Uselessly, abusively believing it, yeah

Yeah, I'm out of my mind

I am delusional

It's institutional

I've lost my mind and I'll never really ever get it back

I think, I think I'm going crazy

Have you met myself lately? Yeah

So I close my eyes and count to ten till I forget

But then I think about it, and can't stop thinking 'bout it

I run around inside my head until I finally fall out

On the floor, on my friends, on my life

I can't help it, I'm messed up

Carefully, aware-fully, I'm losing it, yeah

Yeah, I'm out of my mind

I can't help it, I'm messed up

Uselessly, abusively believing it, yeah

Yeah, I'm out of my mind

I am delusional

It's institutional

I've lost my mind and I'll never really ever get it back

Ooh, it's not like they say, shake it off, shake it off, shake it off

Ooh, don't talk to yourself, just shake it off, shake it off, shake it off

Ooh, if it's not true, then why'd they say it?

Ooh, if you are here now, I'd make it

Ooh, don't talk to yourself, just shake it off, shake it off, shake it off

I can't help it, I'm messed up

Carefully, aware-fully, I'm losing it

Yeah, I'm out of my mind

I can't help it, I'm messed up

Uselessly, abusively believing it, yeah

Yeah, I'm out of my mind

I am delusional

It's institutional

I've lost my mind and I'll never really ever get it back