I can't feel anything

In this cold apartment I lost myself

I can't remember anything about my past

As I lay on this stone cold ground and imagine the future that's destined for me

I'm struck by the understanding - I'll never grow to be a thing

I've come to grips with myself today

I'm not okay, not okay

It all seems fine from the other way

Will my fears numb me or just burn away?

Illuminate communicate

With the ghost that haunts me everyday

Annihilates the urge to heal

Now I see the truth in the cold light of day

Our life was so vibrant now faded to gray

Maybe someday we'll find our own way

I've come to grips with myself today

I'm not okay, not okay

It all seems fine from the other way

Will my fears numb me or just burn away?

Now I see

You're not me

I want to be

Set me free

(I'm falling, falling)

(I'm falling, I fall)

No one really understands me

I've stayed in my shell for far too long

I lost myself

Lost myself

Lost myself

I've come to grips with myself today

I'm not okay, not okay

It all seems fine from the other way

Will my fears numb me or just burn away?

Everything comes back to me

Now I see

I was never free (set me free)

I will never be complete