I'm Fine

(I'm fine, I'm fine)

(But baby I'm not, no baby I'm not)

Been staring at my phone for a minute

Trying to find the words to lay down

And I want you to be around now

Everything I write down feels bitter

Should have stayed drinking downtown

Least I'll have some people around

Now everything's fading away

I know I just keep hiding this pain

I keep on saying I'm fine, I'm fine

But baby I'm not, no baby I'm not

I tried to get to your mind on FaceTime

But now you hang up, because I act drunk

Now I'm heavy-headed staring at my bedroom wall

Knowing that I have to lose it all

I keep on saying I'm fine, I'm fine

But baby I'm not

I'm fucking messed up

Overthinking doesn't really cut it

Even though I'm sober enough

I'll never be sober enough

To say, "I've gone fast that I couldn't manage to

Obsess that I took the damage", yeah

I wish I wasn't this jealous, careless

Now everything's fading away

I know I just keep hiding this pain

I keep on saying I'm fine, I'm fine

But baby I'm not, no baby I'm not

I tried to get to your mind on FaceTime

But now you hang up, because I act drunk

Now I'm heavy-headed staring at my bedroom wall

Knowing that I have to lose it all

I keep on saying I'm fine, I'm fine

But baby I'm not

I'm fucking messed up

No baby I'm not, no baby I'm not

No baby I'm not, no baby I'm not

Over you (no baby I'm not, no baby I'm not)

Ooh, oh

No baby I'm not, no baby I'm not

Every time it's the same

I start to care when it's all too late

And now I'm heavy-headed staring at my bedroom wall

Knowing that I have to lose it all

I keep on saying I'm fine, I'm fine

But baby I'm not

I'm fucking messed up