Big waves crashin' in the ocean

Days spent runnin' from emotion

Livin' this life, I've been coastin'

Livin' this life, I've been coastin

Instagr'm go ahead and post it

But they don't know how badly you been chokin

Tryna catch a breath, refocus

I got secrets that I keep from the open

Demons that I keep from the open

Bitches that I pree when I'm lurkin

Bitches that I pree when I'm hurtin'

Been holdin' trauma from the past like a token

No doubt in the game, I'll be goated

But back home, I'm a mess, losin' focus

If the world knew this, I'd be roasted

Hung without a rope, I'm soakin

In the shame and the guilt that I'm holdin'

Tell my **** I'm the shit, but they don't notice

I've been talkin' to a shrink and they don't notice

I've been talkin' to a shrink and they don't notice, yeah

Big waves crashin' in the ocean

Days spent runnin' from emotion

Livin' this life, I've been coastin'

Livin' this life, I've been coastin

Gotta shake this energy, I need to get some therapy

Gotta use the melody and tell a different narrative

Put it on my life, I see the sabotage is really real

Put it on my life, I see the sabotage is with me still

See the animosity inside me, need to face it now

I've been tryin' to smile, but I can't even seem to fake a frown

Put it on my life, this ghetto gospel, they all feelin' now

This the type of record you can bump when you been feelin' down

Selecta wheel up, bring it back rewind, rewrite redefine redesign

Wheel up, bring it back rewind, rewrite redesign redefine

Big waves crashin' in the ocean

Days spent runnin' from emotion

Livin' this life, I've been coastin'

Livin' this life, I've been coastin

Big waves crashin' in the ocean

Days spent runnin' from emotion

Livin' this life, I've been coastin'

Livin' this life, I've been coastin