I'm trying so hard not to lose

But lately it's all I ever do

It's hard to resist the fall

When there's no one for me to call

Heaven give me a sign

That it's not my time

Cos I'm holding my breath

To feel more than what life had promised me

Convinced that I'm fine

But truth is I'm not where I wanna be

I'm just not there yet

No I'm just not there yet

Wish I was enough

In my eyes

Instead of

Living a dream

That's not mine

But it's hard to resist the waves

When I found comfort in losing days

I hate to admit

I've fallen adrift

So I'm holding the rope

To feel less of what life had promised me

Convinced I'm alright

But truth is I'm not who I wanna be

I'm just not there yet

No I'm just not there yet

No I wasn't meant for this

Tell me, would I even be missed?

Cos my hands were made from war

They were never built to hold

All the stars

To my demons,

I fold my cards

I'm just not there yet

(I'm not there yet)

(Please don't forget)

(I'm still trying)

Maybe someday I'll make it soon

But for now just let me lose