I was looking for Jesus inside of my smokes

'Cause this high's the only home I've ever known

And I drink my whiskey and I sing my songs

But none of these things heal my broken bones

So I turn to pussy and try that

Don't feel heard, I scream till she fight back

Open my Bible, I try, but I'm too far gone

It's a suicide mission

Just me and my addictions

Dear everyone who was ever there

God is everywhere

But this Everclear's right here

I was looking for Jesus inside of my smokes

'Cause this high's the only home I've ever known

And I drink my whiskey and I sing my songs

But none of these things heal my broken bones

I just wanna feel okay, I just wanna be

Life's been crumbling itself up in front of me

I just wanna feel normal, don't make fun of me

How I would love to be somebody that I love to be

And God, if You're there

Then drive this car

Far away from here

And into Your arms

Tell me how

Should I be okay

When everything is a mess around me?

I can't do this on my own

Tell me how

And I been struggling to cope

To be okay

With life, and I

Can't climb

All the way back up there just to fall again, oh

So tell me, is it blasphemous that I belong in Babylon, but I desire Nazareth?

I was looking for Jesus inside of my smokes

'Cause this high's the only home I've ever known

And I drink my whiskey and I sing my songs

But none of these things heal my broken bones

I just wanna feel okay, I just wanna be

Life's been crumbling itself up in front of me

I just wanna feel normal, don't make fun of me

How I would love to be somebody that I love to be

And God, if You're there

Then drive this car

Far away from here

And into Your arms