Tombstone

I'm feelin good now

For the first time ever

I've got my life on track

And I'm starting to feel better

I can't fuck it up fuck it up

I don't wanna fuck things up with you, yeah

Fuck it up, fuck it up

Cause you know it's what I'll always do, yeah

Break down in December weather

We're dressed in gold in the rain

Another cap for my feather

I won't get away, get away

From a time when I was somebody else

Get away, get away

From the feeling that I'm somebody else

Paralysed

I can't hide

How I feel

So etch these words in my tombstone

"Here lies a stupid fucking idiot

Who couldn't let himself be happy again"

This is how I'll be remembered

Neurotic mess who just could not forget

But I wanna change

I don't wanna stay the same

I don't wanna stay the way I am

I'm feeling scared now

For the first time ever

You said I overthink

But I don't know any better

I can't settle down settle down

I don't wanna feel anxiety

I should've been should've been

All the things that I know I said I'd be

Paradise

In your eyes

I could die

So etch these words in my tombstone

"Here lies a stupid fucking idiot

Who couldn't let himself be happy again"

This is how I'll be remembered

Neurotic mess who just could not forget

But I wanna change

I don't wanna stay the same

I don't wanna stay the way I am

I don't wanna stay the way I am

So etch these words in my tombstone

"Here lies a stupid fucking idiot

Who couldn't let himself be happy again"

This is how I'll be remembered

Neurotic mess who just could not forget

But I wanna change

I don't wanna stay the same

I don't wanna stay the way I am

I don't wanna stay the way I am