Ikigai (feat. Fresh Kils & Uncle Fester)

I was beside myself

All alone outside myself

Trying to find myself

Not caught up in the chaos, I align myself

Abomination, I see through the distortion

My frequency is tapped into the source when

Got gratitude for attracting these blessings

The journey is the real gift, people stop stressing

We’re only gonna die. Look up at the sky and scream “Why oh why?”

We’re only gonna die. Look up at the sky and scream “Why oh why?”

We’re only gonna die. Look up at the sky and scream “Why oh why?”

We’re only gonna die. Look up at the sky and scream “Why oh why?”

Survival comes with some guilt and shame, but I know

It’ll fade as time goes by

The hurt comes and goes, but I know you know

That this ain’t my first time

The days are long, the nights are even longer

Won’t stop the pain if I get high

Heard in the end that this will make me stronger

But I couldn’t say goodbye

My friends gone ghost since they departed

Alarming rates in my 20s it started

Some made careers out that gangsta shit

They caught some hot ones, at they wakes I wept

More often than not these drugs gonna win,

But that’s a story. I hope you never begin.

Others took control of their own downfall

And killed themselves because they sick of it all

When my time come

When my time come

When my time come

When my time come

When my time come

When my time come

(Y’all could come)

When my time come

When my time come

When my time come

When my time come

When my time come

When my time come

(Y’all could come)

Stood up to life, I ain’t the only one

That chose to stay and fight when most of them will surely run

Observe the world from my throne

Live half my life and I still can’t find home

Ain’t got no kids, no queen to rule beside me

My songs, my seeds, they’ll forever be my legacy

The melodies, my memories that define me

I beat the odds, killed the past, there’s no rewinding

So rest in peace to those pieces of me

Wealth success on its way, I can feel it coming

There’s something in the air tonight

From underground I emerge full of love and light

Got out my mind now, I’m out of they sights

Head down keep working, bring my art to new heights

Still ask for favours ‘cause I used to be nice

Nothings for free, everything’s got a price

It’s the human condition

Transition to the next world through lessons that’s wicked

Don’t throw away your existence

Cherish ever moment - hours, minutes and seconds

So ’til I see all I’m suposed to see

Do all I’m here to do

Be all I had to be

I have no fear of death

And live to the fullest to my very last breath