Be Alone

12pm in my bed again,

Wonderin' why I get too scared

Of my own friends and self-esteem.

And you're at work with a big smile.

But I'm at home cause the problems

I face would hurt you more

When you're next to me.

Yeah I should have gone to my therapist,

Taken the pills I've missed,

But I can't quit.

I don't ever wanna be alone,

Talking to myself and to my phone.

Faces on a screen are the only thing I know,

But I don't ever wanna be alone.

Cigarette in the living room,

Silhouette in the back of my mind that tells me,

"You're a waste of space".

One more family photo broken,

But there's a difference between a perfect picture

And the frame.

Yeah I should have gone to my therapist,

Taken the pills I've missed,

But I can't quit.

I don't ever wanna be alone,

Talking to myself and to my phone.

Faces on a screen are the only thing I know,

But I don't ever wanna be alone.