Eye Sore

I can't turn it off

So then I deafen myself

I need a break from the edge

I should check in with myself

I wanna go for a swim

In a lake where it's sweltering

Sensation of falling

From the shore in the dark

I need poise

Maybe a break from the boys

More in the picture

Than liquor and chores

I want a prescription

A quick little solve

For all of my setbacks

Can we forget that?

Am I sure that

All this is happening

Am I just an actor

Who's overreacting

I miss the days when

Nothing would happen

And I could just show up

Don't wanna be a new age

Eye sore

Secular phase full of false doors

Modernity fucks you with your clothes on

Now the real thing feels so wrong

I need a break from

All my symptoms

Chemical fucking with my system

Gotta be a better way to wake up

Than with an eye sore

And my phone on

21 years to speak up for myself

And when I knew what to say

Still nothing came out

Because I'm hollow inside

Priorities melted

A black metal void

In the shape of a heart

Am I sure that

All this is happening

Am I just an actor

Who's overreacting

I miss the days when

Nothing would happen

And I could just show up

Don't wanna be a new age

Eye sore

Secular phase full of false doors

Modernity fucks you with your clothes on

Now the real thing feels so wrong

I need a break from

All my symptoms

Chemical fucking with my system

Gotta be a better way to wake up

Than with an eye sore

And my phone on