This Time Around

Filled with hope but my heart keeps sinking

I don't wanna miss you so I just stop blinking

Bleaching my hair in the bathroom sink

Never understand a single thing that you think

I'm filled with dread but I can't stop wishing

'Cause every time I touch you, the cat starts hissing

Need you like a bite that won't stop itching

You're one half with me and one half missing

Hey babe, it's okay, I just feel like I'm on fire

The pulsing in my chest sorta feels like desire

And I'm getting used to it now

Maybe I'll get out this time around

Shadow puppet, I do what you like

My thin wrists in the morning light

Feet by the freezer, sweet green peas

You cut me with a comment in parentheses

Lost my bearings, all things go

Maddy's getting married and I'm going alone

You wrote me a letter I read on my phone

To tell me why to make you come, I had to get choked

Hey babe, it's okay, I just feel like I'm on fire

The pulsing in my chest sorta feels like desire

And I'm getting used to it now

Maybe I'll get out this time around

Hey babe, it's okay, I just feel like I'm on fire

The pulsing in my chest sorta feels like desire

And I'm getting used to it now

Maybe I'll, maybe I'll get out this time around

Hey babe, it's okay, I just feel like I'm on fire

The pulsing in my chest sorta feels like desire