制作
出演艺人
Clara Benin
表演者
The Ringmaster
表演者
作曲和作词
Clara Benin
作曲
制作和工程
Clara Benin
制作人
Fran 'theRingmaster' Lorenzo
制作人
歌词
Half of the time, I'm not here
Wasting energy on the worst-case scenarios like
Tripping in front of your mother
And choking and blowing my cover
Now the walls are closing in on me
Half of my lines are unclear
I swear, I mean it when I say "I love you," I really do
Put one foot in front of the other
And pleading myself to try harder
Don't erase me from your memory
No, I can't keep still I'm dying to know
How long until I come undone?
Feels like I'm the only one who's trying too hard
Feels like I'm the only one
Feels like I'm the only one (feels like I'm the only one) who's trying too hard
Ooh
Half of me's insincere
Think I'm out of my body again
On the outside looking in
No, I can't keep still I'm dying to know
How long until I come undone?
Feels like I'm the only one who's trying too hard
Half of the time, I'm not here
Look at me past 24
Can't keep up with keeping scores (I'm not here)
Struggling to make amends
With all of the things I never said and did (I'm not here)
Look at me, I'm still alive
Kicking and screaming on the inside (I'm not here)
Every second, every borrowed breath
A miracle in itself
Half of the time, I'm not here
Written by: Clara Benin
