deep down

I'm tired of living a life of directions

'Cause little do I know is distracting

I'm tired of living life in the past tense

Fuck, I'm so upset, yeah-yeah

Anxiety prevents me from my true potential

This impression, should I feel fucks with my mental?

'Cause deep down, I still put a smile on my face

Even though it's fake, yeah-yeah

And deep down I search how to be myself

Still I get hate, yeah-yeah

My runnin' is for hire and I got schizophrenia

So I messed myself and called myself Projerea

Every other fuckin' day, I'm smokin' marijuana

Fuck, I'm so upset, yeah-yeah

I'm 20 years old, and I so need to seek therapy

Yes, I'm 20 years old

One day I'm 30, 40

Wonderin' what life would be