Trapped inside the box that you've kept aging on the shelf

Twisted memories you've transformed into something else

Congealing past convictions don the death mask of your youth

Bury the persona and precede to let you

Ask me again and again

What I'm up to

Knowingly fake, I'm okay and live up to

My own blindfold

Pack it away and away just to function

Hiding the truth in attempts just to save myself from myself

Contradicting minds

Severed at the spine

Conforming to the image you have trapped inside your eyes

Identities parade inside your image of yourself

Never rearranging them to solve what gives you hell

Repressing past convictions cry the death knell of your youth

Dancing in the ashes let the abuse let you

Ask me again and again

What I'm up to

Knowingly fake I'm okay and live up to

My own blindfold

Pack it away and away just to function

Hiding the truth in attempts just to save myself from myself

Contradicting minds

Severed at the spine

Conforming to the image you have trapped inside your eyes

Reaching out for hands that never had the time

Your Sunday choir screaming out the lines

You're everything I hate

You threw my life off track

You're everything I hate

I wish god would take you back

You say you don't remember

You can't afford to care

The guilt would overcome you and the weights too much to bear

Repressing inhibition

Melt your shadows into me

I'm everything thing you ever hated in the form of love reprieved

Why don't you blame yourself

I know you never could

Come on and blame yourself

I know you never would

Why don't you blame yourself

I know you never could

Come on and blame yourself

I know you never would

Why don't you blame yourself

I know you never could

Come on and blame yourself

I know you never would