Not Done Begging (Yet)

It's better off this way, but I'm finding feelings to forget

And you seem so lost in space, but I don't think your friends care if you wreck your car

I don't think they'd notice if you left

Is that harsh?

So please just tell me if I seem of grief or regret

If you saw me please save the instinct to forget that I know

Cause I'm somebody too

And when you talk like that it'll come right back to you

You're happy but it don't make sense

You put a bite in my tooth

And no, I'm not done begging yet

I'll just stick with myself

Cause I put in work without your help

Your love it comes in waves

But you confuse me in the way you changed

You're not to blame when it all went to gray

We let the moment fade away

So please just tell me if I seem of grief or regret

If you saw me please save the instinct to forget that I know

Cause I'm somebody too

And when you talk like that it'll come right back to you

You're happy but it don't make sense

You put a bite in my tooth

And no, I'm not done begging yet

And no, I'm not done begging yet

And no, I'm not done begging

For you to make it like it used to be

All the time that you wasted on abusing me

And I know that you're somebody too

And life's hard like that but that's no fucking excuse

I'd rather die than be like you

So please just tell me if I seem of grief or regret

If you saw me please save the instinct to forget that I know

Cause I'm somebody too

And when you talk like that it'll come right back to you

You're happy but it don't make sense

You put a bite in my tooth

And no, I'm not done begging yet

And no, I'm not done begging yet

And no, I'm not done begging yet

And no, I'm not done begging