Stumbler

it's killing me this time.

the only thing i've ever known is how i can crack like a stone

and i want that to change

it's hard to accomplish - i lose track of time

i was killing this indigenous feeling

i never knew how to react

atarax,

copy that close enough i catch a laugh

call me a slab poured to crack

the pack

hydrogen atoms will stack on my back until i snap

you were an acrobat

i was a stumbler

tumbling caught

in the turbulent air

i could not ask him

because i have already

burned up the grace

that was given to me

i was a copycat

you were a soldier

i know what you meant-

i could hardly see

go! go! go!

you were an acrobat

i was a stumbler

tumbling caught

in the turbulent air

i could not ask him

because i have already

burned up the grace

that was given to me

you were an acrobat

i was a stumbler

tumbling caught

in the turbulent air

i could not ask him

because i have already

burned up the grace

that was given to me

i was a copycat

you were a soldier

i know what you meant-

i could hardly see