Wiser and bolder

She'd hate the start, I'll hate the end

She'll hate the things that I defend

I pull it back to hide the truth

I hate the quiet, she hates the talk

She hates the words I say I love

But I hold back, I always do

And it's been so long, did I forget to mention? I-

I fear that I fell to the brink

With every push and every shove

She'll hate the things I say I loved

And I know I shouldn't think of us

Now that I'm getting older, you'd think I'd be over

The way that I feel about you

I know I'll regret it and I should know better

So why do I reach like I do?

Lost in the motion, a drop in the ocean

I shouldn't involve you but I still find

That if I'm getting older, wiser and bolder

Then why I am I thinking of you?

Why am I thinking of you?

We can't amend, the way it ended

Left me holding out for two

I shouldn't trust you like I do

I worry I don't see the lies

I've felt it build a million times

But I hold it back, I always do

And it's been so long, did I forget to mention? I-

I fear that I fell to the brink

With every push and every shove

She'll hate the things I say I love

Still I know I should not think of us

Now that I'm getting older, you'd think I'd be over

The way that I feel about you

I know I'll regret it and I should know better

So why do I reach like I do?

Lost in the motion, a drop in the ocean

I shouldn't involve you but I still find

That if I'm getting older, wiser and bolder

Then why I am I thinking of you?

Why am I thinking of you?

Why am I thinking of you?

She'd hate the start, I'll hate the end

She'll hate the things that I defend

I pull it back to hide the truth

I hate the quiet, she hates the talk

She hates the words I say I love

But I hold it back, I always do

I always do