Something Real

Yeah

Oh habibi

Please believe me

I didn't mean to leave

My pride got all in the way

Oh habibi

Please believe me

I didn't mean to hurt you so

But my ego got a ego

I've been living in my masculine

'Cause I've been too scared to let anybody in

The reason that I fight your help

Is 'cause I don't wanna lose myself

I've been doing the impractical

Don't tell you how I feel so I stay in control

I can't risk my pride

So I hold it all inside

I know that I'm wrong

I'm glad that you're right

'Cause I can't afford to not have you by my side

I know I've been scared

Too scared to just feel

But I swear to God on my life I want something real

Something real

Something I can feel

Got it bad for you, bad for you, badman

All my life I knew I needed that man

I've been a bad gyal all my life, it's obvious

But you poured your loving on me

Pour it like an audience

You ease my triggers, my trauma, pour peace on me

You always brought the only loving that God knows I need

Had to make me work for it

Beg for it

But now I know

I know that I'm wrong

I'm glad that you're right

'Cause I can't afford to not have you by my side

I know I've been scared

Too scared to just feel

But I swear to God on my life I want something real

Something real

Something I can feel

Oh habibi

Please believe me

I didn't mean to leave

My pride got all in the way

Oh habibi

Please believe me

I didn't mean to hurt you so

But my ego got a ego