Maybe I'm Just a Freak

You know staring at your feet won't help

If you're begging baby beg like hell

Such a joke for you to cry for me now

I see you and feel nothing somehow

And I waited for a time to change you

But there's just no changing what you've cut through

I tried to love you tried to help you try turn you around

But you brought it all on yourself

Oh I know we were young

But that's no excuse oh babe

I know what you did to me

Left me so easily

Can't use a heart that bleeds

What'd you think would happen babe?

I'd just forget the mess you made?

I'd let you back in life

I don't think you realise

Just how much you let me down

I hope it still comes around

I just can't forgive you

Maybe I don't need to

And I pity anyone who holds your burden holds your love

Shouldn't take them long to figure out you'll hurt em

Fuck them up

Maybe I was the whole problem

Maybe I am just a freak

Baby the best thing you ever did was cut yourself from me

Now it's over I can't tell myself that you were worth my time

So tired of pretending that I'm grateful you were mine

Regret takes my whole body down to places I won't go

I'll never turn into the things you harbour in your soul

Oh I know we were young

But that's no excuse oh babe

You know what you did to me

Left me so easily

Can't use a heart that bleeds

What'd you think would happen babe?

I'd just forget the mess you made?

I'd let you back in life

I don't think you realise

Just how much you let me down

I hope it still comes around

I just can't forgive you

Maybe I don't need to