Darkest Night

I've tried to change, don't know if I can change

Corruption's taken me, nothin' else remains

But my memories, reflections of enemies

Stabbin' me up and down my back and bendin' me (And bendin' me)

Saw repentance but only got a sentence

I'm livin' it every day crawlin' through these trenches (Crawlin' through these trenches)

Appear tough for my family, unshakable

To tell the truth I'm built like you, unbreakable

Mentally fragile, could crack at any second

Unstable like a madman, I come from The Black Lands (From The Black Lands)

And you can't handle me, I'm like a stolen weapon (A stolen weapon)

Put 'em up like handstands, this might be your last dance

This my darkest night, head's feelin' weird

I'm all out of light, the end is near

It's the hardest fight, hope disappears

Ain't no wrong or right, all my worst fears

It's my darkest night (It's my darkest night)

It's growin' darker on the inside

It's my darkest night (It's my darkest night)

I just want to see the sun rise

What you think this is eatin’ me alive?

Damn, I love my kids, but I just wanna die (I just wanna die)

I've confronted this, many nights I've tried (Many nights I've tried)

Now a pessimist, evil in my eyes

I don't want to hurt no more, take this cup from me

I don't want to drink this pain, let me pass comfortably (Pass comfortably)

You see my plight, you saw me fight (You saw me fight)

Many days I've bled but this my darkest night (This my darkest night)

All the tears I shed, my tongue, I'll never bite

All my demons fed (demons fed), now the end's in sight

Light is gettin' dim, it's taken from within

Guess I'll fade away and sing a sinner's hymn

This my darkest night, head's feelin' weird

I'm all out of light, the end is near

It's the hardest fight, hope disappears

Ain't no wrong or right, all my worst fears

It's my darkest night (It's my darkest night)

It's growin' darker on the inside

It's my darkest night (It's my darkest night)

I just want to see the sun rise