Some days just feel as though I can't stop drowning

My body's giving up

My mind is stifling

But when I look at all that I've accomplished

I'm astonished

But when did things get so complicated

I stare at my reflection and it's hated

Im standing in a crowded room

But my tears they flow

Cuz I'm all alone

Mmmm

I'm in pain

I'm in pain

And I wish it were physical

Cuz then id know what was wrong with me

It's insane

Save me from this pain

Oh I wish it were physical

Cuz then id know what was wrong with me

Something happened

I was shattered

Left me battered left me stranded all alone

And now I don't know

Who am I

Who are you

Who were we

Yes it mattered

We agree and we know

It's in the past

We'll agree on that

It had to happen

Wait, who decided that?

No, I can't say yes to that

I trusted far too fast

I fell way too hard

And now

I'm in pain

I'm in pain

And I wish it were physical

Cuz then id know what was wrong with me

It's insane

Save me from this pain

Oh I wish it were physical

Cuz then id know what was wrong with me

I'm in pain

I don't get this

It feels ingrained

In my skin

In my brain

Some days the tears

They just rain