Now I Know How Hard It Hurts

(Who even is Synth Henry?)

I’m sorry,

I just don’t know what to do

But now I know how hard it hurts.

What are we?

I just don't know how to feel

But now I know how hard it hurts

Now I know how hard it hurts

Date nights you’d stay awake inside my bed.

Late nights i'd stay awake, you’re in my head.

I turn it up, try drown you out,

My thoughts so loud.

I fucked it up, I had to shout,

What you disallowed.

Now I know what is on the other side.

Now I know what its like to be alive.

I’m definitely mortal.

Crying to you verbal.

I’m sorry this, i’m sorry that.

But it's not enough.

I’m sorry,

I just don’t know what to do

But now I know how hard it hurts.

What are we?

I just don't know how to feel

But now I know how hard it hurts

Now I know how hard it hurts

Ghosting,

But maybe I deserve it.

I took your trust and broke it,

I cried.

I’ll wipe my tears and save it ‘cos

Without you I feel helpless

Now I know what is on the other side.

Now I know what its like to be alive.

I’m definitely mortal.

Crying to you verbal.

I’m sorry this, i’m sorry that.

But it's not enough.

I’m sorry,

I just don’t know what to do

But now I know how hard it hurts.

What are we?

I just don't know how to feel

But now I know how hard it hurts

Now I know how hard it hurts

I’m sorry,

I just don’t know what to do

But now I know how hard it hurts.

What are we?

I just don't know how to feel

But now I know how hard it hurts

Now I know how hard it hurts