I'm the best at setting everything on fire

I can't accept when I find something good for me

Call it self-defense, protect my sense of loneliness

'Cause only if I'm lonely, no one's close enough to leave

I tried to hide these scars from you

But in time they bled straight through

I really thought we had it

Then I let it turn to ashes

Now I'm a fool, and all I do

Is act like I'm not drowning

When I tell my friends about it

Since I lost you, I'm lost too

I'm lost too

Brown hair and a Care Bear tattoo

Someone, somewhere staring at you

In a way I once did

'Til I went and lost it

Let my demons get the best of me

Too afraid to let you close to me

Memories just kill me softly

'Cause

I really thought we had it

Then I let it turn to ashes

Now I'm a fool, and all I do

Is act like I'm not drowning

When I tell my friends about it

Since I lost you, I'm lost too

I'm lost too

Self-inflicted all the pain

Like the arsonist I am

All the love lost in the flames

All the blood is on my hands

How did I get so afraid

To hold on a little longer?

Hold on a little longer

I'm the best at setting everything on fire

I can't accept when I find something good for me

Call it self-defense, protect my sense of loneliness

'Cause only if I'm lonely, no one's close enough to leave