What's the point of wanting paradise?

So why do I crave the sunshine?

Catch me in the crossfire

See the worst in the past

Can we make the future bloom

Into the light of a thousand suns?

Count back from ten

This is the end

Can't comprehend

The cycle never ends

Further in decay

These worms are in my brain

Medicate just to find solutions

So bright we shine

When we close our eyes

Medicate is the sole solution

Heavy lies the heart of those who suffocate

I reach inside to find out what can break

Generate what this society

Wants me to say just to seem okay, so

What'll it be, promethazine?

Shot after shot of these false beliefs?

Just to feel like I mean something to someone that tries to sell me broken dreams

I want to forget, return to the ground

I want to forget

So fill me up with sand

Further in decay

These worms are in my brain

Medicate just to find solutions

So bright we shine

When we close our eyes

Medicate is the sole solution

I want to forget

Return to the ground

I want to forget

Fill me up with sand

No more lies to spread the sickness inside of me

Only truths will be buried beside me

Paradise

Further in decay

These worms are in my brain

Medicate just to find solutions

So bright we shine

When we close our eyes

Medicate is the sole solution

Further in decay

I watch the colours fade to grey

Is this paradise

When I close my eyes?

Paint me a sky that shows

There's something more to life

Medicate just to find solutions

It's all the same just temporary