Thinking back to all the things I should've said

When you were here, when you and I were friends

And now, stuck here, I just have to pretend

If you were here, you'd help me out again

But I forgot you did no wrong

Bottled my feelings for so long

'Cause I've been sleepin' on a couch for the entire year

And I've been waiting on my friends to all disappear

And I'm feeling kinda rough

And I'm feelin kinda rough as fuck (as fuck)

Sitting on my hands, I worry how I seem

To you, do I seem stuck inside a dream?

Inside a broken, hallowed-out machine

I want to be something you'd pay to see

But till then I'll stay at home

I will never pick up the phone

'Cause I've been sleepin' on a couch for the entire year

And I've been waiting on my friends to all disappear

And I'm feeling kinda rough

And I'm feelin kinda rough as fuck (as fuck)

Oh, this mercury retrograde has got me down

And these headaches make the world feel like it's upside down

And I'm feelin kinda rough

Feelin' kinda rough as fuck (As fuck)

'Cause I've been sleepin' on a couch for the entire year

And I've been waiting on my friends to all disappear

And I'm feeling kinda rough

And I'm feelin kinda rough as fuck (as fuck)

Oh, this mercury retrograde has got me down

And these headaches make the world feel like it's upside down

And I'm feelin kinda rough

Feelin' kinda rough as fuck (As fuck)