Long Forgotten

Feeling low like I'm ready to crack and

Slowly moving from bending to breaking

I stay diluted to avoid the pain

But I give her more than she can take

I'm only killing the only haven

The still asylum I haven't destroyed yet

And when it's gone, I'm left with nothing

This isn't what we counted on

This isn't what we said it'd be

The fantasy is dead and I cannot feel it

This isn't what we counted on

This isn't what we said it'd be

The fantasy is dead and long forgotten

I told her she was killing me and

She said she was already dead

Every ounce of emotion fades

And I promise you it'll end someday, I hope

I'm only hoping that this is common

She's all I'm left with when all this fades away

And when it's gone, I'm left with nothing

This isn't what we counted on

This isn't what we said it'd be

The fantasy is dead and I cannot feel it

This isn't what we counted on

This isn't what we said it'd be

The fantasy is dead and long forgotten

She doesn't need it, she doesn't need it

My optimism is masking my failure

This isn't what we counted on

This isn't what we said it'd be

The fantasy is dead and I cannot feel it

This isn't what we counted on

This isn't what we said it'd be

The fantasy is dead and long forgotten

This isn't what we counted on

This isn't what we said it'd be

The fantasy is dead and I cannot feel it

This isn't what we counted on

This isn't what we said it'd be

The fantasy is dead and long forgotten