Sleep Paralysis

Eternal sleep

I'm digging my nails as hard as I can

Over and over again, ripping the pain from my skin

Will it ever end?

A drone, no past, no future lost and alone

I can't even tell who I am anymore

To shut my eyes and to never be seen

What the fuck is happening to me?

Between two entities, holding onto the edge

I don't know how much more I can take before I fall and descend

Whispering in my ear

"No one will miss you, just disappear."

I'm choking on my words, as my body grows numb

I'm trying to scream at the top of my lungs

Lay me six feet deep, in eternal sleep

Lay me six feet deep, in eternal sleep

Eternal sleep

Wrapped in soil, soaked in tears

I am a product of fear

Trapped inside a mind I can't control

Contorting mind body and soul

I'm trying to scream, but no one can hear

The fears in my head, that have brought me to tears

Will it ever end?

I'm begging on my knees 'cause I want to believe

But I'm too blind to see that it's not God but the devil answering

His hands around my throat, and I can't breathe, I can't fucking breathe

I'm screaming, I'm screaming, I'm screaming

Lay me six feet deep, in eternal sleep

Lay me six feet deep, in eternal sleep

Lay me six feet deep, in eternal sleep

Lay me six feet deep, in eternal sleep