Becoming

A long time ago I never knew myself

Then the memory of shame birthed its gift

No more, the small one

The weak one, the frightened one

Running from beatings, deflating

I'm becoming more than a man

More than you ever were

Driven and burning to rise beyond Jesus

I'm born again

With snakes eyes

Becoming

Godsize

I found my life was slipping through my hands

Perhaps through death my life won't be so bad

I can see you, can fuck you, inside of you

Staring through your eyes

Belittle your friends to serve me, to suck me

To realize my saving grip

I am suicide

I the un-Lord

I'm born again

With snakes eyes

Becoming

Godsize

I'm born again

With snakes eyes

Becoming

Godsize

Godsize

Godsize