Carnal Deliverance

In bitterness and repugnance

I've passed the point of no return

Reborn in infamy

Feeding my new found lust

Vigor increases with

Each stab I execute

No signs of sympathy

Compassion for their screams

As I sever their heads

Joy returns to my life

Drilling holes into the skulls of the living

Corrosive substance injected cerebrally

Privileged to witness unknown mysteries

Victims awake in a state zombified

Inhaling the odours of composted flesh

Halfway dissolved in acid, hands and genitals mummified

Experimenting with forms of persecution

Identifying the source of my excitement

Frustration and discontent, a stony path

Suddenly the answer's clear

My deeds shall now be seen

Spewing back at them publicly

The mental torture they have induced to me

My vision of bliss becoming reality

As I walk through the crowd

One fierce impulse takes control

Chopping into this terrified mass of flesh

(How many will I be able to take with me?)

Fetus punctured

Trough the womb

Decollated

Sputtering stumps painting the streets

Vigor stays

Undiminished

As I butcher

Dozens more

Suddenly blackness surrounds

My demise I have calculated, expected, desired