Time just keeps tickin'

And I just keep wishin'

For love that won't come I feel numb I feel distant

I run when it's near me

How I come I must fear things

I keep holdin' onto love

It's hard to open my heart or let down my guard

But to build myself up I must knock down these walls

I keep holdin' onto love

Holdin' onto love

As I fall for you

As I fall for you

As I fall for you

As I fall for you

Really I'm just tryna say that the past pains have made it hard for me to open up

You know what, fuck it, Ima just spit this shit

Been guarding my heart from the pain

Blockin' all problems away

Don't know what to do, yea

So many rules, yea

Should I stay put or open up so you can view

What's inside me, cuz more than likely

It probably won't work out, no

I'll just stop the hurt now, oh oh oh

I'm being pessimistic

I guess I'm just convinced that

Unless I'm apprehended by luck their won't be a happy ending

Combat the realness of actually steering towards catching some feelings

Appealing until it gets nearer it's clearer that my fear is what hinders

Me from letting go

Cuz if I don't I'll never know

What it's like to fall for you

As I fall for you

As I fall for you

As I fall for you

As I fall for you