Growing Pains

I'm feeling so mindless Like we're wasting our time just Sitting here, its true There's nothing left to do but Twist these knives deeper into our chests that fill Full of rage we've bred In our fucked up heads And its making us insane So fare-thee-well, oh dear This was my biggest fear Let's go our separate ways Estranged, deranged, and I'm freaking out But I can't explain myself at all Speechless like a cat has caught my tongue It's been so long since I have felt this numb Your words weigh on me every day, my friend And all the time I spent convinced That I was such a shame Are you freaked out? I said I'm gonna skip town For the second time this week I'll pack my bags so quick I'm such a lunatic A disaster with a face Estranged, deranged, and I'm freaking out But I can't explain myself at all Speechless like a cat has caught my tongue It's been so long since I have felt so Estranged, deranged, and I'm freaking out But I can't explain myself at all Speechless like a cat has caught my tongue It's been so long since I have felt this numb Oh my God, it's so sad That things have gotten this bad So who is there to blame? It's neither you nor me This catastrophe That's washed us both away Oh my God, it's so sad That things have gotten this bad So who is there to blame? It's neither you nor me This catastrophe That's washed us both away