Medicine

I used to want to die

But now I want to live forever

I've got friends online

And they know me better than I know myself

And I don't cry

Because my medication confiscates emotions

No, I can't play with my feelings

So I go outside

And I talk about the weather

Well the sky is blue, and the leaves are green

I'm an atheist, so I don't believe, but

Thank God for my medicine

I feel so apathetic when

I take my medicine

And it's in my head again

Thank God for my medicine

I feel so much better, and

If it wasn't for my medicine

I'd wanna be dead again

I could never stay awake

But now I'm staring at the ceiling

Oh, you think I've lost weight?

Gee thanks, I didn't even have to try

I just forgot I hadn't eaten

And my heart can't break

Because my medication confiscated sex

Now I don't fancy anybody

And my life is great, because it is devoid of meaning

But I'm happy I was born and I don't care why

And I never used to pray but I may as well try

Thank God for my medicine

I feel so apathetic when

I take my medicine

And it's in my head again

Thank God for my medicine

I feel so much better, and

If it wasn't for my medicine

I'd wanna be dead again

Oh my God, I love my medicine

Oh my God, there's nothing better than medicine

If it wasn't for my medicine (Oh my God)

I'd wanna be dead again

Oh my God, I love my medicine

Oh my God, there's nothing better than medicine

If it wasn't for my medicine (Oh my God)

I'd wanna be dead again

(I don't feel sad, I just feel numb)

Thank God for my medicine

I feel so apathetic when

I take my medicine

And it's in my head again

Thank God for my medicine

I feel so much better, and

If it wasn't for my medicine

I'd wanna be dead again