Terrified of Loving You

My momma gon' see me when I work right

And I'm working all day, been nighttime

I'm waving goodbye to the 'cause life

Tryna find myself, get my head and my mind right, yuh

I see you, see you on the timeline

But these days I be avoiding the timeline

These days, you can't even be my type

These days you can't even be yourself

Oh, I'm terrified of loving you

I said, I'm terrified of loving you

So I'll be on my way

Yeah, I'll be on my way, eh, eh, yeah

You tell me I, you tell me I

I should be like everybody else

You know how it works when you graduate

Get a real job, take it to the bank

You tell me I, you tell me I

I should be like everybody else

Are you gonna move out or hide away?

Are you right here or somewhere else?

Oh, I'm terrified of loving you

Woke up to a message from my mom, right?

Asking if I'm doing okay under starlights

I'm north of Hollywood and it feels right

Yeah, I'm never looking back at my old life

Moving on into a place like huh

Looking all around at my space like, "What?"

Doing all I can with a small check

Yeah, I'm pouring up in ice in the morning

No one can tell us who we gonna be (no one)

What lies inside ourselves is freedom

Oh, I'm terrified of loving you

I said, I'm terrified of loving you

So I'll be on my way

Yeah, I'll be on my way, eh, eh, eh

You tell me I, you tell me I

I should be like everybody else

You know how it works when you graduate

Get a real job, take it to the bank

You tell me I, you tell me I

I should be like everybody else

Are you gonna move out or hide away?

Are you right here or somewhere else?

Oh, I'm terrified of loving you