That's what it is

Mr. Fanning, you're just overthinking this whole thing

You're overthinking the whole thing!

Okay

Like, if you stoop down to where I'm at…

Right now I'm thinking I'm gonna put like a negative 50 on that report card

Honestly, you know what. I probably deserve it. That's okay. I wouldn't be surprised, I Wouldn't be surprised

Ever since I was a boy I never liked sharing my toys

Mama told me that I better listen or she'd break my joy

I'd go on to grow up to become possessive with just about everything I came across and Now I just can't fill this void

My friends moved to college and I'm scared that they'll forget 'bout me

I act like we don't talk every day but I like them better 'round me

I feel selfish saying this but I wish they stayed in this county

What used to be a rainbow over my head has now turned cloudy

My clothing and my music taste are all things that they can relate

Without them a quick drive away, I can't help but to lie awake and wonder if they even Think the same 'cause were split among states

They've always been my best mates so I'm thinking: why should I be afraid?

Nick lived just a few blocks down

Dave's fam lives in the same town

Justin may or may not leave but until then it's him and I for now

All I do is eat I've gained almost 20 pounds since they all left

It might be out of boredom or it might be my way to cope with stress

I'm scared to start a new path in my life without my team and I feel they were the only Things that kept me sane this long, these guys never let me down we had our Disagreements but no secrets

We never meant to hurt each other so whatever we said we did not mean it

I'm trapped in a bottle

Can you pick me out?

I'm here at the bottom

Stuck in such a drought

Losing all my hope

Losing lots of air

Please throw down a rope

I'm right over here

Trapped in bottle

Can you pick me out?

I'm here at the bottom

Stuck in such a drought

Losing all my hope

Losing lots of air

Please throw down a rope

I'm right over

I've been so unhappy with my life at the moment

Everyone feels like my opponent and I ain't no poet

But I'm trying to inspire those who were broken,

Those who needed it most, and I offered all my condolence

But I never thought I'd write like this

So much pain in my heart when I recite all this

Headaches back pains when I fight like this

But I guess I'm happy in spite of all this

'Cause they're all where they wanted to be

Working hard to get their degrees

It's not like they're across seven seas

Poyo's two hours and Paolo is three

The only missing factor is me

I'm so self-centered and I can't believe I even thought about stooping this low

I'm confused unamused, it's stupid, I know

But to me I'm awkward and I'm insecure

And I get slaughtered when I spit these words

I'm a stalker 'cause I miss my girl?

Call me soccer 'cause I'm kicked and twirled

It might be the weather but I feel depressed

I hate to admit it but I gotta confess

I stand and watch the sunset alone

I gotta call Mike, he's not far from home

But I've been hiding deep in the shadows

I went underground to run away from my battles

Who would've thought that I'd get this hurt?

Can I get back up? Will I bloom or burst?

It's me

I need to just breathe

Even if everything still seems like it won't be the same but I have myself to blame

I put myself in situations where I always wanna be someone's foundation

But I don't think about myself and maybe if I did just that I wouldn't be so crazy

I'm almost 20 but my skins too thin

I pretend I can take it when I know I can't win

There's always gonna be this voice within saying "No one likes you" and that's a sin

'Cause I wanna inspire those with no hope

All the kids going down a slippery slope

Everyone that rather drink and smoke instead of facing their problems and treat it like a Joke

But no matter what I can't break this emotion

Open my phone to see everyone posting pics with their friends and I know they're not Boasting I just wish I had that but I wasn't chosen

So I guess I gotta wait for my friends to come back

And it's too much baggage for me all to unpack

'Cause so much has changed in a matter of months

And I hope mom's right when she says I'll adjust