Negative thoughts always in my brain

I just wanna move on, but I like the pain

Like negative thoughts always in my brain

I just wanna move on, but I like the pain

Like sometimes I lose control

No breaks, I might explode

I'm falling down, I know

Today my heart is cold

Tell me why I only focus on my problems

On my mind, watch me plummet to the bottom

Blessings all turn to a curse, always prepare for the worst

I know I'm blessed to be here, and I try to see it

But I'm not fine, fine

Everybody hurts sometimes, times

I never asked for this life, life

So left me off of my vibes, but I won't die if I crash and burn

And when my past comes back at me

Tell me that I'll never fear again, tell me that I'll never fear again

Negative thoughts always in my brain

I just wanna move on, but I like the pain

Like negative thoughts always in my brain

I just wanna move on, but I like the pain

Like sometimes I lose control

No breaks, I might explode

I'm falling down, I know

Today my heart is cold

I've been so low

I've been falling down

And you can't save me

I won't

I won't let the dark thoughts roll in me, and I won't never let 'em in

Find a way to cope when they're breaking in my head again

I'm tryna be a brand new person, tryna find my purpose

Tryna ditch all my burdens, and I think I deserve it

And when my past comes back at me

Tell me that I'll never fear again, tell me that I'll never fear again

Negative thoughts always in my brain

I just wanna move on, but I like the pain

Like negative thoughts always in my brain

I just wanna move on, but I like the pain

Like sometimes I lose control

No breaks, I might explode

I'm falling down, I know

Today my heart is cold

Negative thoughts

Like the pain