AYE YUH, NEFARIOUS

If the world were to end, like, today, are you satisfied? Like what are your hopes?

Hope I don't smoke myself to cancer or don't drink myself to death

Or don't live past everybody until i'm the only left

Hope the big guy lets me in 'cause i've viewed shit you've never seen

Don't let me land down on the streets

Yeah I could focus up my lens right in the eyes of the beast

And I can smell the stench from here, yeah I despise of defeat

And i'll be damned if I let somebody put me on a leash

I don't want a normal bowl i gotta sprinkle on the kief

Yo do you need a new perspective to turn over a leaf?

'Cause i've been breathing too much smoke, I don't have time for the beef

But do not get it twisted, i'll still pop you in the mouth

And I constantly get pissed but that's not what this about

Yeah, this about how I jumped over on this side of the tracks

I had to open up my eyes when I was stabbed in the back

Everybody tryna change me, I ain't mad at that

But I'm done with all the bullshit, this the aftermath

This about how I was gone and I ignored all the facts

I had to crack open my mind when I was stabbed in the back

Everybody tryna change me, I ain't mad at that

But i'm done with all the bullshit, this the aftermath

I hope my leg ain't grabbed by satan while I stand at the gates

I hope the world don't end in nukes 'cause of a stupid debate

Because my future's in my hands, I don't depend it on fate

But would it be so bad if I got outta this place?

No constellations in space, what if the world was erased?

I used to be scared of death but that's no longer the case

Feels like no matter where I go, I know i'll never be safe

Feels like no matter what I show, they're always full of the hate

Yo lately i've been fuckin' up so please do not overrate

Yo, where's my dad at today? He's in Iraq or Kuwait

Yo while you chillin', motherfucker, i've been workin all day

Yeah, i'ma villain, motherfuckin' courts want me to pay

So do not get it twisted, i'll still pop you in the mouth

And i constantly get pissed but that's not what this about

Yeah this about how I jumped over on this side of the tracks

I learned to open up my eyes when I was stabbed in the back

Everybody tryna change me, I ain't mad at that

But i'm done with all the bullshit, this the aftermath

Nefarious, it's ending

What have you done so far?

What have you learned?

Cash a check, smoke it up and then we do it all again

What?

But look, my flow is the best

I'm better than the rest

I just dodged a fuckin' bullet that was aimin' at my chest

Put to rest, all the people that were doubtin' on me then

I invest in all the people that weren't countin' up my sins

I'm the best, I ain't little but i'm still the fuckin' kid

Cash a check, smoke it up and then we do it all again

Yeah this the aftermath of people worried 'bout where I have been

Motherfuckers drive me crazy, i've been tearin' up my skin

There's a battle back and forth goin' on up in the kid

He's killin' all the pain until his mind doesn't exist

Truth is, I have been blocking all these motherfuckin' thoughts

That's infected up my mind and slowly crawling to my heart

Screamin' quiet, rollin loud 'til my soul feels existential

I can't tell the friends I want to what i'm feelin' cause it's dark

I hope but to perceive all my dreams that are extreme

Share my feats with everybody, they ain't fuckin' with my dream

I'm stickin' with the plan and what I know that I believe

I'm just like my dad, I grit my teeth and grip my piece

Yeah, this about how I jumped over on this side of the tracks

I had to open up my eyes when I was stabbed in the back

Everybody tryna change me, I ain't mad at that

But I'm done with all the bullshit, this the aftermath

This about how I was gone and I ignored all the facts

I had to crack open my mind when I was stabbed in the back

Everybody tryna change me, I ain't mad at that

But i'm done with all the bullshit, this the aftermath