Monster Made of Memories

Woke up again in the pouring rain

I feel the windows shake, thunder in my brain

Every thought is like a hurricane

Destroying everything but it leaves no trace

Four walls made of skin feeling paper thin

Don't know if they can take what they're holding in

It's death-threat, déjà vu, out for blood again

It's out for blood again (it's out for blood again)

I'm a cage, I'm a prison for what no one sees

Ashamed like I'm sleeping with the enemy

No one believes me, but I'm six feet deep

It's a monster made of memories

It's alive, like a parasite inside of me

And it feeds of the trauma of what used to be

But there's no shred of evidence 'cause I don't bleed

From this monster made of memories (woah-oh, woah-oh)

Monster made of memories (woah-oh, woah-oh)

Monster made of memories

My darkest own made a creature

That feeds on the fear of everything I can't forget

It walks beside me, gun against my head

So I look terrified 'til I've paid the debt

Four walls made of skin, feeling paper thin

And I know they can't take what they're holding in

It's death-threat, déjà vu, out for blood again

It's out for blood again (it's out for blood)

I'm a cage, I'm a prison for what no one sees

Ashamed like I'm sleeping with the enemy

And no one believes me, but I'm six feet deep

With a monster made of memories

It's alive, like a parasite inside of me

And it feeds of the trauma of what used to be

But there's no shred of evidence 'cause I don't bleed

From this monster made of memories

Up all night 'cause I can't sleep

With a monster made of memories

Keeps me scared, so it can feed

It's a monster made of memories

Up all night 'cause we can't sleep

With a monster made of memories

Keeps us scared, so we won't speak

It's a monster made of memories

I'm a cage, I'm a prison for what no one sees

Ashamed like I'm sleeping with the enemy

No one believes me, but I'm six feet deep

With a monster made of memories

It's alive, like a parasite inside of me

And it feeds of the trauma of what used to be

But there's no shred of evidence 'cause I don't bleed

From this monster made of memories

Up all night 'cause we can't sleep

With a monster made of memories

Keeps us scared, so we won't speak

It's a monster made of memories