I can't count all the times

I tried to reach, but fell apart

Stood proudly, with nothing to boost

Well, here's a vicious guess

The world is against me

Am I now too old

Too frail to prevail

Hallucinating impossible dreams

Am I delusional

They say

It takes very small small steps

To get over myself

And stop doubting, ranting

Should I keep on trying

If I'm only moving backward

In this dark evil and black world

My heart rate rising

I feel the heat and another beat

Should I throw it all away, away

My weary soul is crying out, don't fade away and never be afraid

I strive for fate to go my way, please go my way

Look at all the days I lost

The fun I missed 'Cause was too scared to risk

Am I now too old

Too weak to live my dream

Hallucinating impossible dreams

Am I delusional

They say

It takes very small small steps

To get over myself

And stop doubting, ranting

Should I keep on trying

If I'm only moving backward

In this dark evil and black world

My heart rate rising

I feel the heat and another beat

Should I throw it all away, away

My weary soul is crying out, don't fade away and never be afraid

I strive for fate to go my way, please go my way

Just let me breathe

Should strive for fate

To go my way, my way

But I'm nearing the deadline too soon, too soon