Forgive Me

One, two

One, two

Yeah, this shit's way too much right now

Look, all this pressure on my mind, weighing down on my back

All this emptiness inside, I feel my heart turning black

Feel it all turning cold, I'm just losing my soul

And I try talking to God, but He ain't talk to me back

Fuck, I can't lie and say I never think of you

I can't lie and say I never wished that I could speak to you

I did everything for you, I guess you just couldn't see

I just wish you needed me the same way that I needed you

But my heart just doesn't work like before

Lately I been so detached, but I'm still searching for more

I lost so many fucking people it don't hurt me no more

Because no matter who it is, it's never worse than before

And tell me why we never listen when they say that love is dangerous

We try too hard for those that wouldn't do the same for us

We move so fast and we hope that it lasts

Give people a place in our hearts and they just end up replacing us

But all my life I've apologized for who I am

For not being a person that these people understand

And I couldn't understand it

We give ourselves away to people that take us for granted

And they wonder why we damaged

But you only know part of me, you don't know my secrets

You don't know my pain 'cause I've always tried to keep it

So far away from you so you could never judge me

'Cause if you knew the real me you probably wouldn't love me

Look, the worst part is we lie to ourselves

We just dyin' deep inside and we get high 'cause it helps

So we hide from the pain and we hide from the problems

And we hide from our feelings, but we can't hide from ourselves

Fuck

We just lie to ourselves

We just dyin' deep inside and we get high 'cause it helps

So we hide from the pain and we hide from the problems

And we hide from our feelings, but we can't hide from ourselves

Fuck

Fuck