You can't see it, it's hiding beneath the surface

Behind the smiles and laughing it waits it out

It hates everything coming out of their mouths

It hates how I pretend to care what they talk about

Something inside you'll never know

Keeps me from feeling the things that are so

Standard for most, but not for me

It makes me smile but we hate everything

This is why I will always be alone

This is why I will always be alone

You can't see it, it's hiding beneath the surface

Behind the smiles and laughing it waits it out

It hates everything coming out of their mouths

It hates how I pretend to care what they talk about

I never meant to make you cry

I shouldn't be here I'm sorry that I

Make everything worse when I come home

I know it's better sometimes when I'm gone

But I need help, I need someone

To kill what's been killing my chance to become

Someone who won't have to live that life alone

Somebody help me I don't want to be alone

This is why I will always be alone.