Sinking in

Pulling back

Losing friends

Too attached

But they said they wouldn't leave

Is it me

Or is it them

Is it golden in the end

'Cause right now it's looking bleak

No matter what they do

No matter what they want

No matter the weather

No matter the storm

I don't feel happy

Even I should

If there's a reason

It better be good

So I'll take it all for granted

Blow it like a grenade

Emotional but damn it

Can't stop me being mad

Tell my closest that I've had it

Burn it into ashes

Draping me in sadness

They can't stop me being sad

I'm the girl who cried wolf

When I was seventeen

'Cause I was too young

To know what broken means

But now I'm in my twenties

Can't get no relief

I think I liked me better

When I was more naive

So I'll take it all for granted

Blow it like a grenade

Emotional but damn it

Can't stop me being mad

Tell my closest that I've had it

Burn it into ashes

Draping me in sadness

They can't stop me being sad

I'm gonna live alone die alone

I know I better go down alone

Nobody get on my highs and lows

I know I better go I know I better go down alone

So I'll take it all for granted

Blow it like a grenade

Emotional but damn it

Can't stop me being mad

Tell my closest that I've had it

Burn it into ashes

Draping me in sadness

They can't stop me being sad