The Night (Part 2)

I wrote a song about bein' suicidal

Put it on the internet and it went kinda viral

And my old friends, we don't talk anymore

But I still have the memories of wakin' up on their floor

And I'm mighty proud of where I'm at

But I'm one bad day from fallin' back

And I'm one bad day from relapse

And I'm gon' wind myself right back in rehab, yeah

I ain't above it, I know I'm not

I am blessed with everything that I got

I thought by now these thoughts would stop

But I still have these dreams where I am takin' shots

Johnnie called me late last night

And I told Mr. Walker, "Just go home," woah-oh

I prayed I'd make it through the night

Now I'm, I'm wakin' up all alone

If I ain't with the band and I ain't on the road

I don't know who I am when I am home alone

And I buy all this stuff 'cause I wanna feel somethin'

I feel somethin' for a minute, then it's back to feelin' nothin'

All these books pilin' up on self-improvement

How the hell can I improve if I'm gon' read, but ain't gon' do it?

And I, I'm at war with myself

Battered and bruised from my mental health and

Johnnie called me late last night

And I told Mr. Walker, "Just go home," woah-oh

I prayed I'd make it through the night

Now I'm, I'm wakin' up all alone

Johnnie's still callin' me

Johnnie's still callin' me (Callin' me)

Johnnie's still callin' me (Callin' me)

I think I'm fat, so I don't eat

I pop a Xanny and I send my ass to sleep

I wake up just to do it all again

Will this shit ever end?

Johnnie called me late last night

And I told Mr. Walker, "Just go home," woah-oh

I prayed I'd make it through the night

Now I'm, I'm wakin' up all alone

Johnnie's still callin' me (Callin' me)

Johnnie's still callin' me (Callin' me)

Johnnie's still callin' me (Callin' me)

Johnnie's still callin' me (Callin' me)