Yeah

I need alone time

Yeah

I don't laugh hard enough when my friends show me a meme

Gotta face it, I got reputation of being mean

I'm not too worried to fall in that category

Or too arrogant to share my side of the story

I'm not too proud to admit when I took a loss

Stuck my hands in my dirt, got up, and I dusted off

Skills, had to hone mine

Damn, I need alone time

Say time is money, I got no interest to loan time

You ever met a homebody that hate to be alone?

Really bad at texting, but hate to talk on the phone

Cold shoulder, don't you cry on me

Attachment bring anxiety

I need to separate at the moment I feel you tied to me

Am I tripping? I need to keep a distance to inspire you

And exercise my freedom to leave the moment I'm tired of you

Tires roll, but my passenger seat empty

Annoyed when you hit me at times when I'm not busy

How can I explain my silence ain't disrespect?

How can I explain my distance ain't just neglect?

Music is the outlet where I pen my regrets

I unplug when I'm done, but shocked that I can't connect

Mmm

Yeah

I wanted to take a .22 to shoot myself 'round twenty-two

Mmm, deep connection, couldn't fake it if I wanted to

I can speak to all of you, but I can't speak to one of you

If a gun a was at my head for real, but I had the guts to pull it

I don't know 'cause I didn't have no money for the bullets

Back and forth scenarios, my mind began to wonder

Pullin' trigger takes some follow-through, that's my biggest problem

Readin' books, attendin' seminars in hopes to change the feeling

Alternative to dying to escape the pains of living

David and Goliath, raise my level or it's over

But it's hard to toss this pebble with this boulder on my shoulder

Uh, antisocial, I want to be alone

Accustomed to the prison and the mental be at home

That Gucci belt won't hold you up when you feel them knees buckle

You hit that floor and pray to God and it feel like he don't love you

Hmm, I need alone time

I don't even own my own mind

Not for a long time

I need a long time, long time, a long time

My heart beatin' fast, will it slow down, slow down, slow down?