Hey, it's me

I mean, you know that

I know I keep calling and texting

I don't mean to be annoying, but this is me trying

I don't know if or when you'll ever call me back, but I'll keep trying

I don't know what else you expect me to do, but I hope you'll watch this all the way through

I don't really know where to start

I don't want to say the wrong thing, and I know it won't mean anything

It's coming from the heart, so I just want you to know that I'm sorry

And I'll keep apologizing for a lot of the things

I know I made a big mistake

I'm sorry for what I did, for what I said

It didn't mean at all

Shawty calling my phone every day just to make sure I'm okay

What the fuck, I'm going insane

Fucking around with all these dudes

What the fuck do I do

Every single night feels like something new happened, and I can't change that shit

Because every single time it's playing in my brain

It goes like this shit

It goes la-di-da

What the fuck you doing, bitch

Yeah, you lied every night

You went out with that guy

Now I can't change my mind

Can't change my mind when I saw those messages you texted me

What the fuck do I do

It ain't hurting me

I just feel like I just need to run away

Run away

Find someone else another day

Don't feel the same

You fucking up inside my brain

Like a record repeating on the same tone every night and day

I just wish you just told me the truth

Told me the truth

Because we could have fixed it if you knew what to do

I'm just trying to escape

Don't want to face the pain of my own brain

Got no choice but to stay up in my lane

Why do the days just feel the same

I feel trapped like there's no way

Just to bring you back to me

Goes on and on and on and on

I gave it my all, but we still fall apart

And I always put you first, but that shit hurt me the worst

Because I gave it my all, but we still fall apart

How the fuck you call yourself if you don't speak up on my pain unless you felt it

I paid my own way without no help

I don't need you

I need myself

With all the pain that I had held

Because you didn't have no time for me, but you had time for someone else

How the fuck you call yourself if you don't speak up on my pain unless you felt it

I paid my own way without no help

I don't need you

I need myself

With all the pain that I had held

Because you didn't have no time for me, but you had time for someone else

Shawty calling my phone every day

Just to make sure I'm okay

What the fuck

I'm going insane

Fucking around with all these dudes

What the fuck do I do

Every single night feels like something new happened

And I can't change that shit

Because every single time it's playing in my brain

It goes like this shit

It goes la-di-da

What the fuck you doing, bitch

Yeah, you lied every night

You went out with that guy

Now I can't change my mind

Can't change my mind

When I saw those messages you texted me

What the fuck do I do

And it hurting me

I just feel like I just need to run away

Find someone else another day