Never enough

Never fucking enough

I just want to give up

But I don't have the fucking guts

Give UP motherfucker

Get up

I'm in control

Take that fucking pistol

And let it burn a hole

Fuck

The pills don't fucking work

No matter the dose

I can't afford to live

And I don't even come close

But you don't have the balls

To end it yourself

You found the end of the line

But no one cares until you try

I don't know what the fuck I'm doing here

Every breath feels like it should be my last

I just want to taste the lead and hear the silence

Bathing in the broken glass

Pussy mother fucker

Lay there in your sadness

Little fucking bitch

Fuck this life

Fuck your cowardice

Fuck all your dreams and the things you love

You could have had them

But instead you gave them up

I don't have a better half

Left behind, I killed who I am inside

Wasted away

But still just a fucking waste of space

Stuck begging you for death

No more games

There's nothing left

This time just see it through

Do us all a favor

Execute me too

I just want to be buried

I just want to burn alive

And no one cares until I try

This time I know it's close

This is the end

Fuck, I can't wait to feel pain again

Well I

I can't wait to see them suffer

Watch their lives be ripped apart

Just like they did to mine

Pain is all there is

But this time we've had enough

This time

This time you'll have the fucking guts

I don't have a better half

Left behind I killed who I am inside

Wasted away

But still just a fucking waste of space

Stuck begging you for death

No more games

There's nothing left

This time just see it through

Pussy mother fucker

Execute me too

Burn me to dust

Eviscerate me

Empty my head

Slit my wrists

And let me bathe in my own blood

Let my body bloat

Feed me razor wire

Burn me alive

Fucking bleed me dry

Every day I wake up

And still I hear that voice that tells me again and again

To take the gun from the fucking nightstand

And execute

Get up you fucking bitch

God I hate you so much

Come on grab that blade

And make the red run

I can't, I have to

Yeah cause you don't have the fucking guts

I never wanted this, I don't

No one cares just fucking give up