IDK

Newsflash shorty

I am not one of then

I was still a gem when my pockets was thin

Took the long road

If they didn’t see my dream

Then I cut them hoes off

They was carcinogens

Sinned so many times

I got lost in the shit

Did a lotta wrongs

Tryna profit & shit

Turned a new leaf

But I’ll make a u-turn

If you ever try to

Play wit my top when I’m lit

Argue with myself

Cause some people wanna help

But I’m stubborn as a bitch

And my pride in the way

Quiet as a mouse but I really wanna yell

Cause my stress level hit a new high yesterday

Can’t smoke weed

Tryna get my CDLs

In case rap don’t don’t work

Cause my son gotta eat

Can’t get sleep

Cause I can’t find peace

And I can’t find peace cause I don’t feel free

But why?

I don’t know

I don’t know

Fuck it

Why?

I don’t know

I don’t know

Fuck it

Why?

I don’t know

I don’t know

Fuck it

Why?

I don’t know

Shit

I don’t know

Damn

Got a ton of scars

Fights wasn’t even mine

I’m my brother’s keeper though

So I’m on the front line

Once upon a time

Everything made sense

That was way be back when

Now I gotta strong mind

Peep a lotta shit

Ima keep to myself

Heart shrink every time

I get treated unfair

Only feel like I’m in competition with myself

I don’t see nobody else

Like I’m dolo in the mirror

Sometimes

I miss who I was

Cause now

I can’t give the benefit

Of the doubt

Motherfuckers know who I am in this bitch

When I don’t know them

So I gotta watch out

Paranoid still

From some trauma in the past

Better lower yo tone

Ion tolerate much

Love so hard that my heart might bust

If I get done wrong

Yeah I know I’m fucked up

But why?

I don’t know

I don’t know

Fuck it

Why?

I don’t know

I don’t know

Fuck it

Why?

I don’t know

I don’t know

Fuck it

Why?

I don’t know

Shit

I don’t know

Damn