The more I fake it I know that I'll be alright

No that's the last time I take medical advice

Go on tell me how can I

Replace my thoughts

With things that are nice

Cause I don't wanna go back to that place

That I was when I was eighteen

I don't wanna lie just to save face

And I don't wanna die with the same name

It's just the moment I feel it

I stare at the ceiling

I finished the oat milk

And slayed all the demons

Cause I don't wanna go back to that place

That I was when I was eighteen

I don't wanna lie just to save face

I wish I could be standing where I should

I wish I could be standing where I should

I wish I could be standing where I should

I wish I could be standing where I should

(I don't wanna die)