I've read, I've watched

I've heard you speak

A thousand times

Hearing isn't always listening

Hear me

I still have dreams of her in the night

Sometimes I still only hear what I wanna hear

Oh-oh, and I wonder if I'll ever be free

Content in the changing of the leaves

Sometimes I still only hear what I wanna hear

Oh-oh, can I live with never knowing?

Oh-oh, can I love but never show it?

I'm giving up my giving

To statues who never speak

I'm giving up my singing

To specters who never cease

I'm doing away with all my doing

In a trust I long to know

Ruthless trust

Deconstruction of everything I thought I knew

To find the truth

Oh, Father may my will be done

On my own terms

'Cause I only want what I want

On my own terms

Yeah, I only hear what I want to hear

I've been a bell who's never been wrung

You want my trust

You find it so enchanting

I can't believe

Oh, help me with my unbelief, oh

I can't, oh, you'll have to carry me

I'm giving up my giving

To statues who never speak

I'm giving up my singing

To specters who never cease

I'm doing away with all my doing

In a trust I long to know

Ruthless trust