I often wonder

Who can see the sadness in my smile

I often wonder

If it's too late to have a good life

Went thru a whole box of tissues today

and all I wanna do is run away

Trying to act like I'm okay in public

All I wanna do is scream

Faking my way thru life

If you've ever seen a smile from me it's a lie

and I don't know why I try opening up

Cause every time I do I end up getting fucked

and there's a stack of bills that I can't pay

and I've been thinking about giving everything away

I don't know what I'm supposed to do

Yeah this shit ain't right

Yeah this ain't my life

And I'm so confused because I feel like I'm drowning

Even tho I've been tryin to pull myself out of it