It's taken two different therapists

To tell me what to do to help me wrestle with

The bar I set for love and what I do with it

I want it so bad, but I'm bad at it

Used to love a Friday out in Malibu

And now I never go because I think of you

Never meant to ruin it, but you always do

I can't get away, get away from you

Oh, and somewhere

There's a balance in self-care

And wanting someone to be there

Is it normal to be scared?

'Cause I should hate you

Probably do, but I don't want to

All I do is forgive you

Is it normal that I do?

Everyone I love is worried

All you've ever done is hurt me

And it hurts me to love you

Is it normal that I do?

Gotten so good at recovery

Reading all the books and doing everything

Even give advice like I know anything

But I'm so afraid to heal that it's breaking me

Oh, and somewhere

There's a balance in self care

And wanting someone to be there

Is it normal to be scared?

'Cause I should hate you

Probably do, but I don't want to

All I do is forgive you

Is it normal that I do?

Everyone I love is worried

All you've ever done is hurt me

And it hurts me to love you

Is it normal that I do?

No-no-no-normal

Tell me I'm normal

No-no-no-normal

Just tell me I'm normal

Is it normal to lie to all my friends every night?

Is it normal to try to tell myself I'm all right?

Is it normal to say that I still want you that way?

And is it normal to stay in case you come back some day?

I should hate you

Probably do, but I don't want to

All I do is forgive you

Is it normal that I do?

Everyone I love is worried

All you've ever done is hurt me

And it hurts me to love you

Is it normal that I do?

No-no-no-normal

Tell me I'm normal

No-no-no-normal

Just tell me I'm normal

No-no-no-normal

Tell me I'm normal

No-no-no-normal

Just tell me I'm normal